Lost

 It comes a time in our lives where we just feel lost...going to work, coming home, family, friends...they don't mean a thing anymore. The feeling of your head exploding keeps you awake at all times, you feel numb and life seems meaningless all of the sudden. 

No one to trust and nowhere to go, home is a prison and the world outside just feels wrong. You try to ask for help but no one hears you, because everyone is to busy living their own lives. 

People critize you without knowing you or what your going through, they blame you endlessly for all the things going wrong, they insult you and they hurt you just to make you feel helpless and in hell. 

You get up once again and you fight yet now you don't know who you're fighting against and whos on your side...eveything is messed up just the way you never wanted to become. You search for a way out and every road seems blocked, you feel stuck and relieving the same day eveyday. 

That's what your life has become...an endless routine painful and desperate, alone...yet not broken. People are temporary in your life and you know it so you keep your head high and keep moving on even i it hurts, even if you feel like giving up the fight, you keep fighting sometimes your not even sure for what but you just know you have to do it or you lose yourself.