Sometimes

 Sometimes it's hard to be objective, sometimes it's hard to move on....

I remember every word you said to me and i listen to every word you say behind my back. 

I block the memories so i don't give in to the pain only to make myself remember i am stronger than you think. 

I value myself despite no one doing it. I move forward even when life tries to slow me down...i may feel weak at times but now i i know i am my own strenght.

You taught me to be strong even when you were cruel. Your words were like knives in my heart but i turn them into an armor. I grieve battles you don't even imagine and i smile pains you don't understand. 

I am strong 'cause you were weak, i am strong 'cause you left, i am what i am 'cause i believed in me and i fought through your lies and your treacherous. 

SP da Silva